Wander Girl

An aimless wanderer. But not all who wander are aimless, especially those who seek truth beyond tradition, beyond definition and beyond the image.

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

Operation: Homebase

I started sneezing. It can only mean one thing.

I need to clean my room.

And sure enough, there she was, my nemesis. She, who always barks orders down my neck, who can't seem to be satisfied with everything I do.

She is my mother.

And I hate and love her for it.

But this entry isn't about my domestic relationship with my mom (that'll probably fill more than a few pages and could go on for hours...). This is about my relationship with my room.

And how change is inevitable.


Before: Can you see my bed?


So I looked around my topsy-turvy room. Yes. That's right. Before I leave and look for what I'm looking for, I need to clean my 'homebase'.

While sorting out my things (mostly books -- I'm such a bookworm, I have more books that clothes), I found many things that I have completey forgotten -- or chose to forget -- lying around.


Sleeping Beauty: Sleeping alone in Singleton


My 'Noah in Pajamas' figurine. No, it's not custom-made. I painted it in this kiosk in SM North Edsa called "Let's Paint!" many years ago. Actually, it has a male counterpart, which I buried a year ago... The bunny has one of it's ears cut off... it fell when we moved from the old house. And though the figurine look quite battered, it reminds me that after a long day's work, one should always take time to sleep. Alone or otherwise.


Moo!!!


The cows my friends while growing up gave me for my 23rd birthday. I keep them to remind me of them. The people I have with me even before I learned how to read. It was Me, Rochie,d Michele, Carla and Bryan. Rochie's my bestfriend from then till now, lives in Calamba. Michele is my bandmate from fourth to sixth grade, now in Georgetown University, is from Calauan. Carla, from Dumaguete, is now in Guam and Bryan from Los Banos, now in Riyadh. Every now and then Rochie and I meet for lunch in Los Banos. We miss the others, we have no idea when they'll come back. But thanks to internet... seems like they never left at all...


The Original Pumice Stone


The rock. A remembrance from Marjorie. One of my sweetest and closest friends in college. She has a degree in biology and taking up nursing in PWU now...


A Little Bit: Remembrance of a love that could've been


This bottle never reached its destination. I bought it from a novelty shop in SM Marilao last year. Reminds me of that one love that I wanted so much and fought for so hard. But as Fate willed it, the answer was 'no'. So here it is, in my room.
After: Finally letting the sunshine in...


And so, my room had a face lift. New covers, new curtains (the white flowing ones to let the sunshine in), even a new layout. Easier to clean, and navigate. All electric sockets are accessible, at last. No more charger and extension cords lying around. And most importantly, no more dust.

Now it's time to open the closet and clean it out. But that's another story.

Detour: Track # 9

nagseselos ka no?
oo! nagseselos ako!!!


'La naman karapatan. Tsk.Tsk.Tsk.

It's 11:41 pm, I'm watching My Wife and Kids on StarWorld.

For some reason, a certain intersection in UPLB kept on flashing in my mind. It's the intersection where Silangan Road forks to the road that leads to IRRI and the other that leads to the Physical Sciences building.

wag na sad...
ayoko na ngang maging sad.


My eyes want to drop into slumber but my mind's still at it. Won't stop working... won't stop thinking. I just wish my mind can start sorting the thoughts out. It's working like a hard drive that needs serious defragmentation.

cge ka, masasad din ako...
hapi na. hapi na...


When i have kids, I'll call one of my girls Idina. Idina Pauline or Idina Celine. Still thinking about it. I want to have kids. But of course, after getting married... maybe a year or two after getting married.

Baka sabi mo lang yan...
Hindi... Hapi na talaga.


Track number nine is for him. It's everything I want to tell him then. But things have changed.

Monday, June 26, 2006

How Far Will You Go For Love?

And so it comes down to this. A new blog.

A few months ago... a stumbled upon a book (Published by Summit Media Publications) entitled Wander Girl writen by Tweet Sering. I found it to be one heck of a funny read. I was able to relate with the character, Hilda. And aside from that... I loooooove to travel.

Yes... I have been bitten by the bug. The travel bug.

And I have been in lust for the longest time. I'm in wanderlust.

Wanderlust /won'der-lust'/ n. a strong persistent urge to travel.


So travel I will... but like Hilda... travelling doesn't necessarily mean going to far off places. Travel can happen anytime, anyplace. Even when you're not in motion.

And like Hilda... I realized that the best thing about wandering off is coming back home.

But till then... wish me well.